SaD!

Today...I was very upset...cause..sometimes.. unexpected things happen.. as I never thought my feelings would be Miss-interpreted.Being a very dignified person somebody could jus say somethin and walk away.. it was disgusting still I am feeling so low... I definitely need to clear myself... but how?

I jus... wanna stay frm any kind of disturbances or nuisance in my married life...

Married to such a sweet person... who loves me like anythin... ready to make me happy and go to any extent for that are very people in life... ..

I guess.. I have fix this problem to BUT...dignified way

movie..

Today I saw Delhi-6..in theatre... it is a good movie...I went back to India... the fond memories... but the chaos..was scary,with so many people and struggle at every moment... so very true..but then I am an Indian..born and raised there ..but when I look now OH MY GAWD...
Four yrs back..in 2004..I was in India for vacation...so excited to meet everyone and shop around but within a week I realised...it was a mistake to come to India..Goin from one place to another was a struggle, and geetin thins done was a big .... BIG trouble...nothin doin.. but waste of time.. My dear mom alwys worried abt me,during my visit that I should be gettin my stuff back (boutiques) that I ordered...
I wanted to eat Indian..junk food..but seein the hygiene level I could not...Shoot..loved to move around..but could not ,COZ of chaos..
The inflation...oh my gawd... there r thins that cost more compared to US... and not forget to mention integral part of India..EVE TEASIN...
I went to Patiala for shoppin...at AC market... GWD..its dirtiest and filthily est place I could see..but the stuff to buy is soooooo good.... again...people of India r very smart..they recognize NRI's and the cost of thins change at a blink of an eye...
Well...I still would say" I love my India."..

FEAR....

Fear is nothing but a thought that can... give a sleepless night.. a balanced mind is free of that unless the trouble is severe,sometimes we r just.. unhappy.. and given a concentrated thought becomes a FEAR..

I sometimes..think about many things but when filter all the events some take a place.. of Fear.. but then when conscience is clear..NO FEAR..

happiness...

happiness has nothin to do with anythin else....but  a mood swing..jus a small gesture can make some body happy and a very small gift can be appreciated too...happiness...is not only a smile..but can be given too..its basic attitude or courteous gesture...or even a helpin hand....

Today being a valentine day...Happiness is spread all over among friends and everyone...

fixin..

I am so happy...cause somebody was in really need of help...immensely...I had to fix him... today I got the opportunity to hit an EGO...which is the biggest target to let anybody down... unless its my hubby who is free from all these thins ...thanx to Wayne dyer books..

But today it was good ... as after taken all the freekin offence.. Iultimately had to shunt him out in my frds list... it may sound kiddish..but as a self respected person I will never let anybody insult me...

Valentine

Love...
As we r close to valentine... everywhere in US there is display of love..MAN...there is evry other thin to display love... books ,pencils... pics ,cards,flowers,name it and they have it... its an open society here.. so one hesitates to express so...its reciprocal... give it or throw it... but no harassment's, as laws r really strict.... teenagers...have lot of role to play...
There r stores set up for these themes...in pink color and soft shades.. to get the feel... Roses of every color displays..love of its kind... I alwys get bunch of roses (RED) ...not to be forgotten...
I have seen people wearing valentine jewelery and accessories with loads love displayin...
people to vegas to get married to make it a memoriable day...GOSH! whats a big deal...Dammit! u don have to display... huggin n kissin around...should be an act of indecency.. BUT Americans r known for it... LOVE... but lost!

feelins...

Feelings r not a synonymous word to anyone...its jus a way of ur expression in writin and talkin... but can be understood better by body language....
I have a feelin... I always express it ... be it anyway... bad or good... to me as everyone says...faces r mirrors of our feelins... and I can never hide it...
Love,hatred ,anger...r stong words of feelins...can be expressed easily...even if the language is not clear...Sometimes I dont have to say a word at home and my message is conveyed thru my feelins.. it also known as compartibility or understandin... so...

PRANKS...

pranks.. its a hilarious but can be a win win situation... today..It was really hilarious to see an fake Id under a pretense,God I was little confused that its a request or kind of SHUT UP... well its good to see frds playin pranks but to this extent... ha ha
I genarally dont go on chats cause its like probing into my personal life but few I talk to..this was an incident where I lost my temper cause I AM PROUD TO BE A SIKH... and cannot accept any kind of fun for religion...and may be this person wants to talk again under this ID...
Any ways...but I had wasted lot time in finding out this matter....
Pranksters ...AM I A NUT..

YES!
the word shows its positivity...very small very precise yet has a great depth...
I usually say yes that easily..cause my decision record shows me that..I ..if find it good... dont wanna hold back...Yes... I love it!
people get married and say yes I so do...but how fruitful is that... man... hundreds of separations everyday...No the word takes its place...
Yes is alwys welcome... but.. dont get wrong...only at its fair side...
Not Always true but yes I DO