life..

Today...it was good... nice as the day started ...sometimes talkin to someone or meeting someone u learn so many things and come to know where u stand..whether it was right or wrong...
I love the fact that we learn new thins everyday... God give me the serenity to live up to my families expectations en never let them down ... not in wildest thoughts can love someone else.. or break a trust...
Definitely thoughts make u out of track..en then u act as a Zombie.. Comin back to senses...its embarrassing...as thins r not it meant to be....
I am more confident then before..positive..attitude... BUT the Message is...
MY BEHAVIOR IS UR ATTITUDE
GOD Bless...

Love...
Love is a divine word... its kind of feelin where there is respect ,givin...not expectin...sharing en carin and above all trust...
The word itself is very small but has lot of depth in it...
Love can be in any form... its away from lust... very pure.. U feel it and then it stays at back of ur mind... Feelins r a way of those..the more u give probably more u get...not many people know that... they take it as a lust..
its our maturity how we take this word as...people say Love as en when required... with no feel.
I have lot of respect for this word... Cause God has give me his immense love in givin...so I have love for my God and lot of respect for it with no expectations and no complaints only THANKS...

friends...

Friends r ones on which you can rely on... They r the pillars of ur thoughts..I had very few friends in my life which r really good ones..there is a sayin..."Siblings by chance en Friends by choice"
Tlkin to a friend is like sharing ur thoughts..or keepin touch with them..
Recently I had some good frds on orkut... whre my list is in abundance...but few r good... Some r jerks..The reason I dont want to chat.I bumped into someone and didnt know his ID was,mistaken as a kid...but the guy was from forces....
Then I have few on my facebook Account they r my NRI frds and relatives....I feel more comfortable with these frds may be they know abt the culture here...the lingo...the attention...(not alwys required)
My best frds have alwys been females... as I am more comfortable with them....Even when I was not married... I never opted for a Bfrd...as my all the frds had... but jus by level of comfort and upbringin I was alwys out of that Sh...t.Monty (hubby) was probably the first guy in my life... I had crush on him after seen his picture an then met him... Co...incedently our families knew each other and a happy endin...
Gays... r different people in this catogory... they r frds too... I respect their thoughts..too
I like people who r articulate,respect for women and respect ur thoughts...
I had deleted few people(guys)from my orkut account... who think females..r for flirtin... they dont care one is married or not... Seriously I think these people as creeps....piece of shit....
Friends r for sharing and carin....if they r not ...then its not a FRIEND.

GOD
hi.. Its been long since I have been here...God it was very hectic..with kids and work.I have been doin every other work..required or not...
but then I think what we do is as per his wish and God wish is our command..its only Dcoding it...
I have sensed his power and felt his love ever since I was a kid...but then efforts r made by us... though the power is given by him..
good ,bad ,ugly we r made by him...but human nature is to improve itself and its fellow beings...
I love the fact...that its us what we make of our self ,its only complaints to God....rest is reciprocal...What Goes around Comes Around....